Well, this is it. I don't think I'm particularly pleased with how it all ends. 2008 should have been more magnificent. It wasn't. I should have done more. I didn't. There should have been more stuff to feel and relish. Not much really came (nothing beautiful anyway).
There were a lot of tears shed. A load of shit to get through and settle. I saw death, experienced pain, bled, moved slowly, saw little progress, and felt nothing new in the end.
I'm still blind. I speak carefully. It hurts to smile. I'm confused. Still poor. Angry. Betrayed.
Whose to blame for all this? I don't know. I want to sit and curse God out but what good would that do? I think He only listens when He wants to anyway.
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