Wednesday, June 3, 2009

confusion boy (shame shame shame)

i could be it
if you just let me in
quiet, closet man
"i don't want to get attached,"
you say
and what a shame shame shame shame
but whatever
i'll be ok
(eventually)

still,
you write
requesting hugs
and sex sex sex
"i miss you," you say
and i cry.

2 comments:

Omar said...

Don't cry. Don't even yearn.
Know your worth. Know his.
If he can't see or even worse, doesn't want to.
Then you can't force him to open his eyes.
So dry your own. Smile for the experience.
Kiss him one last time in your dreams, and
look forward to new ones.

e. evan ortiz said...

Thanks Omar. :)