the Monster

i made a mistake
and if i get it
i guess i deserve it

it'll eat me
and i suppose that's what should happen
when you allow yourself to fall asleep...
to turn a blind eye - as they say
and fantasize
about a love that shouldn't be

prepare for another broken heart!

why?
because i forgot
i lost myself
and let him in
didn't care about myself at all

now, when they draw blood
i'll sit
and wonder
and ask
and cry
and pray
but it may all be too late