I'm Still Here

Yes, I've been absent from this
I don't know what to say anymore
this happens
because words - they come and go
start and stop
involuntarily

Writing is a force I cannot control
It doesn't matter how hard I try to come up with something
if I've got nothing to say
or if I can't articulate what's going on in my head,
then, I'm sorry but I can't force myself
and come up with something
Not even if I pray
I've tried
but I'm still stuck

I will come back though
I always do
I just hope it's soon

So, dear readers - or reader...
be patient
because I'm still here