Only Fools

I don’t even want him anymore

but it hurts

I pushed him away

little by little

and now that he has finally taken the hint, I have regrets

I shouldn’t’ve told him not to call

anymore

because he stopped

so easily, and without a fight!

And every single time I see him, I hate him for not suffering

He still smiles at all the people who pass by,

still wears those manly fitted clothes and those dancing shoes

prancing and eye-selecting

the future boos,

his life’s no mess

but look at me---

hunched over and salivating...

I stopped wanting him

and for doing the right thing and sending him off,

I’m the one who's suffering

Meanwhile, he’s the reject who’s still shinning

and he doesn’t deserve to!

The maneater with his little dick and beautiful face

picking ugly flowers for the ugly ducklings who flock to him at a moment’s notice

whilst his super boyfriend waits at home for him to finish picking

dedicated to the cheating man because who can break away from such a smile!

Only a fool

like me