Big Baby

Sometimes I’m scared to do the things I know I need to do

Like make important medical appointments whenever I feel something’s wrong with my body

or organize my finances

and learn to drive

It takes a while for me to get things done

I panic and procrastinate

Without a push and hand to hold, I give up

I wish I had my Mommy to help me

even though I’m way too old to expect help with such things now

I guess this is how we’re meant to feel when we’re deprived of those motherly years
We never get to really grow up

If I were straight, I’d find a wife a to fill the void

Rest in peace though, Mommy