What Was Lost

I wrote the most intense piece I’ve written in a long time. The Blogger website is a nightmare to use and as I was editing the piece, everything was lost. I’m so drained right now. I want to cry.  I don’t know why I continue to waste my time with this site.   

It’s a real pain in the neck to express myself sometimes, particularly if I'm expressing some personal shit.  It’s extremely draining.  It’s a great relief to see it all out in front of me, though. It's worth the pain.  But it’s a gunshot to the face to see it disappear.