I Am Vile

I am a terrible person
because I didn't see you
the hundreds of times you tried
I am vile,
pure filth
I am nothing
because I didn't commit

When I had to care for three babies
I should've made time for you
When I had to nurse the sick back to health
I shouldn't have let it interfere with anything in your life
Because your needs were supposed to come first
And it didn't matter at all if all the world happened to fall
I should've been at your door before your call