Please Don't Leave Me

If I find love, I make it really hard for it to last.
I find a single flaw,one mistake
and I gnaw at it like a squirrel to a nut.
I make the tears spill out
and so, the wars take over.
I take things personally and
I get too emotional.
There's no place for that in a relationship—
that's just the bottom line.

I'm a fragile little mess.
I may never be fixed.
I can't say for sure where it all comes from.
These, though, come to mind:

1. I'm not worth the love—
my head tells me that sometimes
even though the heart tries very hard to cry out and shout:
"Edwin, yes you are."
2. I see we're so right for each other.
Maybe that's just too scary
and so, I scramble to mess it up.
3. Maybe you're just out to get me and fool the little sap inside me.
It could be.

These are just some things I think.

Some of my hysterics may be unfounded.
A lot of it though, they come for a reason.
You know well enough.
Still, I think the man that loves me
is truly a fine brave one
because it takes great courage to stick with me.

Listen below.
It relates to what I'm talking about.
It's like she spent a day in my room and came up with this here.